I.

Love.

Summer.

MY SUMMER. FOREVER.

hmm..i think i wrote of things getting better before. yeah, i did.

now, the hype of getting through college and first job interviews is fading away.

summer is ending. the rainy season is starting.

i hate it.

the negative vibe is starting to creep up on me.

its been more than a week since my interview at GAMETEL and i haven't got a word from them. guess that means they don't like me.

rejection. ulk! could something taste more bitter? i don't think so.

i am so freakin' anxious to start that new chapter of my life and earn the money i need--to learn driving, swimming and surfing.

and to move out.

i need to get out of here. its getting damn too suffocating and depressing.

while everyone's out there living their lives and feeling every bit of emotion, i am here, still here, stuck inside our freakin' house, going nowhere.

gawd, i'm losing grip of my sanity.

*there, i said it. now i'm going to get over it. i will be okay. really. i am still hopeful and hanging on tightly to my sanity. bwahahaha!!! haha.;)*

Just had my first job interview today. I think it went well. I just hope ma’am angel and sir JP think so too.

The company is GAMETEL, an Australian-based mobile-games provider. Their back-office is here in manila and that’s where I plan to start my career as a writer. i think I like it there. The environment seems cool. Like I think the majority of the people working there are in their early twenties. Plus the job description is appealing—writing for their newsletter, making press releases...everything writing. And that’s what I want. Writing. Fun.

I just hope they find me fit to fill in the position. I’m excited to be hired by them and live somewhere in katipunan. GAMETEL’s located in front of the Ateneo. Hmm…

thank God for self-timer (in cams) and good friends (in life).

these people with me are reminders that good things do happen in my life--and that they STAY.

i have been friends with them for five years now. from happy-go-lucky teeners to, well, still happy-go-lucky young adults, we all remained good friends despite separate lives after highschool.

i have gone through college without them and i have had a different set of friends aside from them. they can be immature, yes. they can be annoying, yes. along with the immaturity and the annoyance, though, come the memories of yester years--of how simple everything was and how freakin' HAPPY life can be. i may have went on with my life without them but i did not. i could not.

what with the happiness that each get-together brings even amidst a very strong typhoon (Caloy) like last weekend, how the eff could i?:)

at kim's beach house in calapan.

just had a great weekend with friends in mindoro.

the outing was so much fun.

thursday: 'kick-off party' in diamond.

friday morning: off to mindoro on a ferry (first-time).

friday afternoon: arrived in mindoro. got amazed at how beautiful kim's beach house is.

friday night til sat dawn: bonded with kim. got tipsy with her delicious cocktails. sang more than two songs in videoke (first-time. hehe.).

saturday morning: went and swam in an island across the beach house. bonded with nemo and other fishes. so nice. so fun.

saturday afternoon: off to galera on a jeepney. long road trip. sights were nice. going through the edge of the mountain was quite scary with a driver who i assume was a former race car driver (with the speed of the jeep and the goggles. hehe.).

saturday night til sun dawn: party at the beach. glad to be able to dance with a real party vibe and a real party place (been doing so in our living room for the past months). gawd, how i missed partying.

sunday morning: applied sunblock on my eyelids (wrong move). hurt my eyes for a while. enjoyed the waters of galera. loved the sun.

sunday afternoon: left heaven. went back home.

*will upload the pics later*

with oble, with dwightie and with franchot.

graduation? would have been so a year ago.

now, it's more of liberation.

suddenly, the air seems lighter. the grass, greener. the sky, bluer. my mom, more loving.

oh yeah, this is the life.

then there's galera this weekend.

things are getting better.

at long last.