hmm..i think i wrote of things getting better before. yeah, i did.

now, the hype of getting through college and first job interviews is fading away.

summer is ending. the rainy season is starting.

i hate it.

the negative vibe is starting to creep up on me.

its been more than a week since my interview at GAMETEL and i haven't got a word from them. guess that means they don't like me.

rejection. ulk! could something taste more bitter? i don't think so.

i am so freakin' anxious to start that new chapter of my life and earn the money i need--to learn driving, swimming and surfing.

and to move out.

i need to get out of here. its getting damn too suffocating and depressing.

while everyone's out there living their lives and feeling every bit of emotion, i am here, still here, stuck inside our freakin' house, going nowhere.

gawd, i'm losing grip of my sanity.

*there, i said it. now i'm going to get over it. i will be okay. really. i am still hopeful and hanging on tightly to my sanity. bwahahaha!!! haha.;)*