i know i shouldn't be ranting about any of what i'm gonna rant about here now but i just have to.

i kinda feel like i don't want this anymore. it's soooo effin' tiring. and draining. i can only look forward to things getting better (and settling in) but i don't know if i can stay/hold on long enough to experience that.

KAPUY LANG TALAGA. sana matapos na. sana um-OK na. sooobrang napapagod na ko.

i should not have left where i was but then again, if i stayed there, what will i do next? i would have to move...go somewhere, right? it's probably better that it happened sooner rather than later...

I GUESS.