training for the second account is over. new sched starts tomorrow morning at 3am and ends at 12nn. rest days will be wednesdays and thursdays. there goes my weekends. again. tsk. what can i do? it comes with the job. the company pays me for it. to deal with it. so i will. deal with it. albeit, grudgingly.

i want to cry. i just can't bring myself to. punong-puno na 'ko. with everything. i am overwhelmed with the monotony of my life. i deal with changes badly and, still, i complain whenever i feel like my life is boring. and it will be. what with my new sched especially that i once again have a different sched from my wavemates? now it makes me sad in realizing that i seem to be good at nothing but ranting. i am so going in circles. that's monotony. see? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

balato niyo na sa 'kin 'to. it's just a phase that i constantly go through. comes with being teena. i will get over this. i will make new friends. i will find time to go out, down bottles of beer and sing my heart out. i will like my new schedule. i will love my new account. at my own pace, in my own time. but for now, i will go on ranting until i get over it.

i miss everyone. i (will) miss going out. so effin' bad that it makes me want to cry.