summer, my favorite time of the year.

everything seems so happy during summer time. and i love it.

as of post time, i have two get-aways lined-up this summer. the first one's in galera with my highschool friends, the second one's in batangas with the soc girls.

i can't wait.

and...

i am loving Gerard Way, My Chemical Romance's lead vocalist. he's getting cuter and cuter by the video. the sight of him singing "i don't love you, like i loved you yesterda-hey" makes my boring rest day. gosh. heart. heart.

update...

our account is pulling out from cvg before the year ends. we were informed of it the same week grace, mamang and i went out. yes, the same week grace told me to try and specialize in finance/banking. around the same time i've been begging for some change to come to my life. some change. aaargh.

and again, i was reminded that i do not like changes. i mean the thought of not seeing those familiar faces on the same production floor everyday in the not-so-near future made me sad. for almost three hours, my "i hate it" statements came more frequently than my "i love it" ones, until i snapped out of it with the help of my team mates.

they were like: "ano ka ba, teena. ganyan talaga yan." and then the counselling--that i can not always expect to be with the same people. that sometimes i have to get away from the people i so like to be with to move on.

i once asked noel (one of my closest team mates) if the reason why he left his previous call center job was because he was not happy there, that he was not close with his workmates. 'cause for me, one has no reason to leave as long as he's okay with the people around him and his environment. he said no.

i go: "e bakit ka umalis don kung ka-close mo naman pala sila?"

he goes: "girl, kung sila iisipin ko, walang mangyayari sa 'kin."

me again: "ganon?"

in ending, him (yes he's gay): "ganon talaga yon."

i would have gone ahead and asked again with the makulit conviction: "eh bakit ka nga umalis," not getting the thought of leaving a happy place. but his last statement seemed like it came from a really matured person, that the statement as vague as that should be easily perceived by a matured receiver. and so, i shut my mouth and a couple of seconds later, realized that i'm dealing with mature people and that i should start to get matured as well.

guess i would have to begin by liking changes, or at least handling it gracefully and not rant on and on about it.