this week starts my new schedule and it will stand for the next three months. 10-pm to 7am. night shift na naman. but it's okay, at least i have saturday and sunday as my rest days. great. i have my weekends back. the only sad thing about that is i'll again be wearing the business casual attire four days a week. i hate it especially nowadays that it's been raining and whenever i'm caught in heels when it does.

"here comes the rain again..."

makes people think and contemplate. and that includes me...

these past few days, i've been thinking of getting out of convergys. yes, quitting. i so want to submit my resignation letter to my TL and find a writting job. am i still having fun at convergys? yes. i so love the people there. especially my wavemates and teammates. and i still love what i'm doing. i have no problems with my present job but the thing is i want to write. and i want to be really good at it. and that needs practice. meaning, a writing job.

thinking about this makes me sad. and i don't want to be sad. i want to be happy. every single time. enrico once told us that happiness is a state of mind. and i've been following that mantra ever since CCT. and it works for me. i am happy with my present job and i am enjoying myself. it's times like these that make me sad. gawd.

my contract with cvg is good until january which means eventhough i find a writing job before january, i still won't be able to accept it. so i guess i should stop thinking too much and start dealing with this in december.

december. gawd. don't even get me started with december...i am so gonna have a long entry in decemer when the thing that i so want to happen won't happen. i'll just have to sit and wait for now.