last night's dinner with the catalan gurls was so fun.

it's always, always nice to see and talk with people who knows you very well and have lived with you for the most part of your college life.

how could i have ever survived elbi without them?

it seems that they know me better than i know myself. talking with them feels like knowing or being reminded of who i am. not that i tend to forget or something but more of like having this "ay-ganon-pala-ko" realization. and it's really amazing.

i love them.

yang and i talked over yosi and, my, how i missed our talks. it brought this calming, familiar feeling. reminded me of the times that we would still be up at 4am, talking about nothing and everything (with trixie and izza). kind of like having this long session of therapy only that it doesn't cost you a centavo.

ate lani is very amusing. she still has this "anong-nangyayari-sa-paligid-ko?" aura. she also reminded me of this one time when i came home really drunk (read: BASAG!) and i kept them all awake. one put a basin (for the...you know) beside me. another one brought down the cushion from my bed (they made me sleep downstairs cause they say i was having a really hard time going up). another one handed me a wet towel. basta, everyone took care of me. and trixie had the hardest time cause she almost carried me from ic's to catalan. and ate lani was telling me that trixie was dead tired ("awang-awa nga kami sa kanya e.") when we got home. and that made them more nervous when they opened the door cause they thought something happened. haha.

ago started the talk on their thesis chronicles. how everyone helped ate magie with her thesis. how he cried and got frustrated with his. how ate lani cried and got frustrated with hers. and how they both got best thesis awards.

and ate tryx. ate tryx, the first person ever in my circle of friends who waved her hand and showed this glistening thing on it when asked how she was doing. oh my gawd, that felt like a scene from a movie. and i snapped all of us out of it by saying with conviction, "wag ka muna papakasal!!!". i think i said that two or three more times the whole night. i was happy for her. really. you can see it on her face how she is so willing to walk that aisle with efren. but the thing is, i don't ever want to go to a good friend's wedding without a boyfriend. i just don't want to.

oh well. but i don't think i can ignore an invitation, can i? so i guess i'll go to ate tryx's wedding, without a boyfriend, and mix the tears of happiness with the tears of, well, sadness thinking how much of a loser i am. sigh.

oops. stop. this should be a happy entry. lalala. i'm happy i saw my housemates. and i'm glad cause i feel like we're going to eat out regularly. yehey! and they're so nice they'll be scheduling it every tuesday so that i'll have no uber early shift the day after.

i love them.